Tuesday, 15 September 2015

              Okay , Arrest me ; I am "DARK" ...

So , my "Nani" exclaimed with disgrace " Meri Kali kalutti natni se kaun Shaadi karega " ... I could feel pity in her eyes . So I am DARK , but I assure you I am not Ugly . I wanted to tell her every other person who is Dark isn't Ugly . Then she said with a relief in her tone " Shukar hai mera pota gora hai " and I was Shocked by her confession . I was not her asset and I was Dark . I could clearly accuse myself for being dark and ordered myself Capital punishment ." I AM STILL ALIVE " . Society should not be blamed for being Unjust to me but my family members are enough for discrimination . Like any other Indian family my family is also obsessed with fair skin . Then my mother said " What if Allah would have made her fair ,dulha dhundna kitna mushkil hoga " . Now these women were blaming Allah for being unjust to their Daughter . I wanted to tell them in the eyes of Allah we all are equal ; no "Gora" , no "KALA" ; but I didn't say anything because that would not have changed their views for dark people . 
From today I have stopped blaming society and Boys being unjust to me ; my family is enough for killing my confidence . It's not that I was born with this low self esteem of being dark but from the day I have come to my senses I am accused for being dark by my own family . I could imagine the saddening expression on their faces when for my first glance they would have entered the Operation theatre and saw that dark baby "GIRL" . 
So , being Dark is a crime so I better be a Criminal 

And of course , I am trying all the possible methods of being fair ; may be for getting a handsome "DULHA" . 

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